The Unknown Story of My Life

Come read my story, and tell me yours.

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Anonymous asked: thats too bad that things didnt work out. im sure you'll be fine without te stress of a toxic relation ship though.

We’ll see, and who knows… Maybe one day we can try to be friends again.

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Anonymous asked: you'll find a man who loves and cherishes you, and knows your worth. & that's too bad that she let a guy get in the middle of your relationship. did you try talking things out.? but then again i guess it's good that you separated if it was a toxic relationship. anyway i hope things look up for you.!

Yeah, we did talk it out. Just I guess our friendship wasn’t meant to last. I still love her & all of the times we spent together, but it won’t be the same again. I hope they’re both happy & doing okay.

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Anonymous asked: i'm sorry to hear that about youre ex and best friend. i'm sure you'll realize one day that you don't need him and you'll find someone better. and maybe you just weren't meant to be friends if things didn't work out so well. what happened.? if you don't mind my asking.?

I hope I find a great man one day, I really do. But well, with us, we let a guy come between us. More her than me. But it was really stupid. After that fight things didn’t go back to normal. We were friends for a little. But like I said, we were toxic. She ended up dropping me to better herself. But hey, it’s alright. I guess we all need to do somethings we’d rather not, right?

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Anonymous asked: is there anyone/anything that you miss or want back.?

Absolutely, yes. There are two people. Both have a toxic relationship with me. We’re so good together, yet we’re not at the same time…. One is my ex. I love him and would do absolutely anything for him. I would have killed for him. But I’m slowly realizing I’ll do better one day. & the other is my old friend. We were perfect friends. We knew practically everything about each other and were inseparable. But things change I guess.

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Anonymous asked: Who do you love?

Love, love? Nobody. I gave up on love.

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Anonymous asked: whats one of your biggest secrets???

Uhm… It’s hard to say, there are many. I’d say the biggest is that the night my friend almost killed himself the second time, I almost did too. I took a bottle of pills & drank it down. Thank God another friend saved me.

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Anonymous asked: Hey. I saw your post. Just wanted to let you know that as shitty as things may seem, they get better. If you want things to improve and you try your hardest to get there, things will work out. It sounds like you're getting help for yourself. I'm not sure what was the reason for the blood tests, but if it's because you're trying to get better then good for you. Keep it up. <3

Thanks Anon.

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Lately, things haven’t been okay.
I’m broken to pieces, but shhh.. Nobody knows that.

My body aches and screams for help. My brain is overloaded. I’m going insane.

You think I’m okay, right? I’m that smart, nice girl who has the perfect life, right? Wrong.

I’m a normal person, some may say even worse.

I cry a lot. I lose many people. The doctors say something’s wrong with me.

I got a lot of tests and blood work done yesterday. I think I’m sick.

I’m really scared, whoever’s listening, I think I’m permanently sick.

People say to believe and things will get better. I’ve been believing for a while and it all seems to be going downhill.

Anybody, help. Is there anyone out there listening? Does anyone care?

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I’m chocking down tears. I don’t want to cry anymore. The feeling I feel is unbearable. I wanna scream. I wanna cry. I want to yell at the top of my lungs. I want to run away. I want to pull the trigger. I just want to be gone. I want to be okay again

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Love me. With your heart and mind. Love me with your body. Love me ‘til you’re tired.

Kiss my lips. Then my neck. Kiss my stomach and all the way down.

Just love me the way that I’ll love you.